“How To Drive Your Mom Crazy,” By C.J.

Happy Mother’s Day to all of you moms and female primary caregiver adults out there!!  Just in time for the holiday, C.J. has written instructions for how to drive your mom crazy. xoxo, Lori


Posted in All Posts | Tagged , | 24 Comments

My Sons’ Reaction To Bruce Jenner


Photo Creds: ABC News

Matt and I decided to watch the Bruce Jenner’s 20/20 interview with our sons. And, we’re so glad we did because it was really great, respectful and educational. We didn’t make a big announcement; we just turned on the television while they were in the room, like we often do.

C.J. sat on the floor playing Lego Elves; Chase was in our over-sized chair playing his Nintendo 3DS. Born into a generation of multitaskers, they were each doing their own thing while listening to our thing.

“Is he transgender?” they both asked as the show got underway.

“We don’t know. Maybe he’ll tell us now,” I said.

As Matt and I watched, the boys gave half of their attention to Bruce and half to themselves.

During the interview, ABC showed a Saturday Night Live clip poking fun at Bruce’s gender expression.

“Awww, that wasn’t nice!” Chase said, not looking up from his game.

When Bruce’s sister was interviewed, she said she cried after Bruce first told her about his gender struggle. She said she didn’t understand at first.

“Well you should understand it! It’s your brother! It’s your family!” C.J. yelled at the TV.

“Sometimes people don’t understand, even family members and friends,” Matt explained.

Diane Sawyer and Bruce both said that Bruce will emerge as “Her” – expressing more or entirely as female — when the time feels right.

“I can’t wait to see her!” C.J. exclaimed giddily.

“Yeah, why is he not a girl yet?” C.J. asked impatiently.

“Because he’s taking his time,” Matt says.

When the interview was almost over, C.J. looked up from his LEGOS and said very seriously…

“I’m going to be a boy my whole life.”

“Okay,” Matt and I said in unison.

“But, you know if doesn’t matter to us if you are a boy or a girl. That we love you no matter what,” I said.

“Yeah, yeah, I know,” he mumbled.

Our unconditional, nonjudgmental, totally supportive love bores C.J. now. But, at least he knows it’s there for him.

When the interview was over we paused the TV.

“What are your final thoughts on that?” I asked both of the boys.

“I wish he didn’t have to wait to transition until he’s so old,” Chase said.

“I want a snack,” C.J. said.

And, with that, out teaching moment came to an end.

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , | 19 Comments

C.J. Is Banana Man

IMG_4467I’m lucky to have two kids who love each other, mostly get along, play well together and sometimes hold hands when no one is looking.

Lately, their favorite way to pass time is to jump on our trampoline together. Even though C.J. would prefer to take turns performing mini choreographed gymnastics routines for each other, Chase more often than not convinces him to play “superheroes.” I’m not sure what all the game entails, but I do know that they each pick a superhero to portray. Chase is always Captain America and, because he is unfamiliar with mainstream superheroes, C.J. has made up his own.

C.J. is Banana Man.

Me: What are Banana Man’s superpowers?

C.J.: I can shoot bubblegums out of my mouth. And if I touch stuff my sticker power is activated and whatever I touch gets covered with stickers. And I can turn things rainbow colored. And I can have a Super Jump.

Me: What’s a Super Jump?

C.J.: I jump really high and when I land on the ground people fall like they can’t walk in high heels.

Me: What outfit does Banana Man wear?

C.J.: It changes every day. But sometimes I only wear underwear while fighting bad guys because I can’t handle the pressure of picking out an outfit every day.

Me: And who are these bad guys you fight?

C.J.: Chase when he’s Captain America, that’s why it’s okay if I’m only in my underwear, because he’s seen me in my underwear before.

Me: What does Banana Man like to eat?

C.J.: Cookies with milk and bananas and donuts and pickles.

Me: What does Banana Man hate to eat?

C.J.: Chicken and French fries and tires.

Me: Well, that makes sense.

C.J.: Maybe I’ll pick out one outfit that Banana Man mostly wears so I don’t have to feel pressured picking out a new outfit every day. Can you hold on a minute?

Me: Sure.

And, then he returned as Banana Man…

Banana Man!

Banana Man!

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , , | 33 Comments

Her Name Was Taylor

Photo Cred: Yahoo! Parenting via xxtayloralesanaxx/Instagram)

Photo Cred: Yahoo! Parenting via xxtayloralesanaxx/Instagram

My heart is sad today for 16-year-old Taylor Alesana of Fallbrook, California. Taylor, a transgender high school student, committed suicide after being bullied and harassed at school.

“When you’re a kid, parents always tell you sticks and stones may break your bones but names will never hurt you,” Taylor said. “To me that’s not true. Words hurt, and words turn up to threats and threats turn up to physical violence.”

Popular for her YouTube make-up tutorials, Taylor encouraged other transgender teens to protect themselves by reporting bullying to school administrators and law enforcement.  She had followed her own advice and was also seeking support at the North County LGBTQ Resource Center.

The sadness in my heart shares space with anger. Taylor lived just one hour from my home; so, as a fellow Californian, I can tell you that the California Department of Education did nothing to help Taylor.

California’s safe school laws are comprehensive and advanced in comparison to other states. California leads the nation in establishing laws to protect perceived and confirmed LGBTQ kids and, then, the state fails these kids miserably by not enforcing the laws.

The California Department of Education Office of Equal Opportunity was created to investigate complaints of bullying and discrimination throughout California and enforce the state’s excellent safe school laws and education codes.

BUT, the California Department of Education Office of Equal Opportunity has not investigated a single claim of discrimination filed by or on behalf of students across the state. The office’s failure to enforce anti-bullying laws has resulted in dangerous, system-wide ignorance and unaccountability in California’s schools. The Education Office of Equal Opportunity doesn’t even log or track appeals.

The on-going systemic failure is detailed in the scathing 2013 California State Auditor’s Office’s report summarized here: https://www.bsa.ca.gov/reports/summary/2012-108

Read more about The California Department of Education Office of Equal Opportunity’s failures in a blog post I wrote following the suicide of 12-year-old Californian Ronin Shimizu in December.

If you want to do something to help LGBTQ kids and their families in California, please email and/or phone State Superintendent Tom Torlakson’s office and let him know that ignoring the situation at California Department of Education Office of Equal Opportunity is dangerous and must stop. Please join me in demanding that California Department of Education Office of Equal Opportunity be restructured, appropriately resourced and that it become computerized now…before we lose one more young person. Torlakson can be reached at 916-319-0800
and EHughes@cde.ca.gov.

If you or a young LGBTQ person you know is thinking about suicide, please call The Trevor Lifeline at 1-866-488-7386. For adults over the age of 24, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , | 40 Comments

Op-Ed: Thank You, Angelina Jolie, For Celebrating Our Kids Who Are ‘Different’

I wrote a blog post for this week, but instead of being published here, it’s published as an Op-Ed on Entertainment Tonight’s website. Check out the links below to have a read. 

Photo Creds: etonline.com

Photo Creds: etonline.com

Op-Ed: Thank You, Angelina Jolie, For Celebrating Our Kids Who Are ‘Different’

“Different is good,” Angelina Jolie said Saturday night at the Kids’ Choice Awards. “Don’t fit in… don’t ever try to be less than what you are, and when someone tries to tell you that you are different, smile and hold your head up high and be proud.”

As the mother of a child who is different, I can’t get enough of Angelina Jolie. Every time she publicly and proudly says or shows that it’s okay to be different, I am grateful….Click here to read the full piece.

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 13 Comments

I Love You, Son

Someone recently asked Matt if he thinks he’s too hard on C.J. and his brother at some moments and too easy on them at others. The line of questioning irritated me because Matt is an amazing father. The next day, Matt sent to me this beautiful letter for safe keeping for C.J. (Chase got his own letter.)

Dear C.J.,

Your mom loves this quote and has had it above her desk for years. I’ve seen it there and read it so many times that now it’s one of my favorites, too. It makes me think of you.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.  Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do.”— Marianne Williamson

IMG_9480I have said in many interviews over the past two years that the most important job I have as a father is to raise you and your brother to be respectful, responsible, courageous people.  I don’t care if you love males, females or people who identify as neither or all of the above. I don’t care what toys you play with or what colors you like.  I care that you respect yourself and others. That you are responsible for your own things and actions and the effects they potentially have on other people. I want you to act courageously, not cowardly. You don’t have to be a hero, but don’t make other people your victims or allow people to make you theirs. Always remember, being compassionate and understanding is just as important as being strong and decisive.

You make me proud and I love watching you grow as the years keep flying by.  I’m inspired everyday by your creativeness, bravery and confidence.

A lot of times, when I hear LGBTQ people talk about growing up, they say that their parents were mean to them.  I want you to always remember that I never, ever, do anything just to be mean to you or because I don’t love you or because I don’t approve of you.  I like you.  I love you. I approve of you.  I think you’re perfect.

I’m sure you’ll find my parenting frustrating at times.  You may think my rules are too strict and unwavering.  I’m okay with that, because I’m a parent.  I’m trying to help you become the best person you can be.  I will push you and teach you and love you and support you. That’s my job.  I’m sure at times you will say that I’m too hard on you or that I hold you to higher standards than other people.  I’m alright with that too, because I do.  As a parent, it is harder to be tough and consistent than lenient and convenient. I’m constantly working my hardest to help you be your best.

IMG_8738As you grow up, you will disappoint your mother and me by making poor choices.  That’s alright too.  That’s why it’s called growing up.  I just want you to grow from the times when you stumble.  I’ll always be right behind you to pick you up and point you in the right direction again.  That’s my job.  Your job is to learn from your mistakes.  You have to get back on the right path and let me hold your hand as you walk a little farther along.

When you are an adult and leave our home, you will never leave my heart or my family.  By that time, I hope I will have prepared you to be an exceptional person with inspirational qualities.  I am so proud of the person you are becoming and the character you are already demonstrating.  Always be true to who you are.  Never doubt who you are.  Never.

Life will be tough and unfair.  People will be jerks.  You may be judged and people may be condescending toward you.  Don’t let anyone make you play small.  Don’t ever let anyone prevent you from being your most honest, whole self.  Don’t shrink to make others feel more comfortable.  Your true personality and character are what make you the person I love.

Your journey will be difficult and frustrating like many other young adults.  Always remember that when things get hard I will be right behind you pushing you to learn and be resilient. I will always love you and support you and I will always have your back, ALWAYS.


Your Dad

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 33 Comments

Friday Fodder: Here I Am! Edition

Hey Strangers! It’s been a while!

C.J. had a case of pneumonia (bless his heart) that WOULD.  NOT.  GO.  AWAY.  Several trips to the hospital and several rounds of different medications and he finally kicked the thing right as Grandma and Grandpa Colorado arrived (bless their hearts) to watch the kids for a week while Matt and I vacationed in Panama (bless our hearts).

So, that’s where I’ve been and, now, I’m back.

Following are the things that have caught and held my attention recently. Enjoy!  More soon…

* * *

As many of you know, one of my badass besties is Sarah at NerdyApple.com. Her oldest child goes to school with a boy named Morgan who celebrated his 17th birthday one week ago by wearing a shrug, lace gloves and fashion belt to school. Well, the administrators at his school didn’t respond well (to put it mildly) and, now, Morgan and his family have inspired the #clothinghasnogender movement.  Read more here.  Morgan, if you or your mom read this, you should contact Sarah cause she’s awesome and her and her family will stand by you until the end.

* * *

Meet the New Generation of Gender-Creative Kids, TIME.com

Lindsay Morris photographs a rural retreat where kids are free to be themselves. These pictures make me smile.

* * *

Transgender Students Learn To Navigate School Halls, NPR.org

I love this piece written with such heart by a high schooler about her classmate and friend who is transgender. Bravo to the author, her friend and open-minded, open-hearted high school students everywhere.

* * *

‘Sanctuary Palm Springs’ to create haven for LGBT youth, DesertSun.com

A Palm Springs couple is set to open a foster home for LGBT youth. Nearly 20 percent of foster youth in their area identify as lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender. They’ve found themselves homeless after coming out to family or being bullied at school. About 26 percent of LGBT youth say their biggest problems are not feeling accepted by family, trouble at school or bullying and a fear to be out, according to the Human Rights Campaign. “We’re calling this not a group home but an LGBT family home. Because many people, when they come out as LGBT, they lose their family,” the couple said. The home will operate as a nonprofit and provide basic necessities such as food, clothing and medical care, along with mentoring, career advice and life coaching, a range of artistic activities, therapy with local professionals and enough responsibilities to become self-sufficient.

* * *

It’s time to start thinking about summer camp!  If you have a transgender or gender nonconforming child, check out Camp Aranu’tiq.  If your family has LGBTQ parents, consider attending Harbor Camps LGBTQ Family Camp. Click here for more info on both camps.

* * *

Posted in All Posts | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments